speaking of fat

...I am so depressed. I tried on the alternative dress I'd bought for my friends' wedding last August and It Was Too Tight. Not all over, just in my problem tummy area, but still. So what did I do? Well, I went running and then I ate a gigantic bagel sandwich with cheese and a lot of egg. I know this sounds counterintuitive, but believe me, it will work. My metabolism doesn't work right if I don't feed it a lot of food. I know, I should have eaten something smaller, but I was so craving protein that I went ahead and ordered it.