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I am taking pictures of myself with my joycam, those polaroids that make 1 1/2 by 2 inch pictures, but I realize there is no film left. The camera makes a tiny explosive noise and then red dots appear inside, as if a paint cannister has exploded inside. I realize that what looks like ink is actually hydrochloric acid. Within a few minutes the entire camera has self-destructed, melted by the acid inside. It is pouring out onto my hands and I am washing and washing it off into the sink.